Sometimes I wonder if God doesn't like me. Right after my speech on never changing the water pump, I sh*t you not, my dad calls this morning and says the water pump is leaking on my '93 MX3 that he drives.
You get 250k miles out of your water pump, and when it leaks think that God doesn't like you? Being stung by something is apart of the beach "experience". Caught several of the boogers myself. Jellyfish are the most common around here.
God loved you enough to die for you.
I wasn't lecturing, I was simply stating... I'd be the last one to point you in the direction of religion or spirituality, neither of them saved my sorry self, an acknowledgment of my sinfulness and need for a relationship with Christ did that.
I hope you are doing better. I sometimes wish I could even afford healthcare, but the economy has had a big impact on the architectural industry and we are typically the slowest to recover, if you believe we are in recovery?