Hey man, exactly the same thing happened to me & my friend
in my GTI ( sig shows it was a total lost ) & for a long time
I felt the same way you do. I thought to my self, damn,
I ****** up big time & I have my self to blame.
But then you get over it, life goes on & just continue as
you are & be thankful that you had a well built car that
saved your life.
So I learned from my mistake by doing research & looking
back as to what happened & what I did wrong or how I could have saved my self. So in the future you become a better
driver & are ready for anything that may put you in this very
same situation & be able to counter any unwanted slides.
I found that in my case I let off of the gas to fast in a turn
as I was trying to slow, ones weight transferred to the rear
along with sandy roads, I was heading backwards right
into a ditch, this came after 5 rolls as I finally landed upside
down.
So just keep your head up man.......
Will you be getting another MSP?